i will hold you, and protect you...

[greatdeliverer]

What: Sam, Lou, and OPEN to visitors
Where: Sam's Apartment
When: Second week of June
Warnings: N/A, will update if needed



He honestly can't believe it. Ever since he really got to know his BB unit, he knew, he knew who it was. That this was Lou, who he thought he'd lost so long ago. If asked, he couldn't tell you how he knew it was her. DOOMs, maybe. Or just fatherly instinct. Or a mix of both.

It doesn't matter now. What matters is that she's here, in his arms. And he is never letting her go.

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[iseegoblins]

"It was partially selfish, but I guess that's at least one for team humanity," She bit down on her lip and gave him the tinniest of smiles. At least part of it had been her own past wanting to see a father and daughter love each other.

"I didn't at first. Want to relate. I just kinda...left everyone. And Earth." She rubbed the back of her neck admitting that. She'd known what they'd all felt about her telling them she was leaving, especially Scott, but she'd done it anyway. At the time she hadn't cared at all. Now though, she wasn't sure how much she cared. Sometimes a lot and sometimes not at all. "I definitely don't want to destroy the universe." Her voice got a bit lower. "I caused some problems like that though." And hadn't exactly cared. "Got a chance, huh?"

[greatdeliverer]

"Being a human is hard. Behind a human with powers is harder. I mean -- I'd wake up in the morning and I'd hear this scientist's voice being like hey we stole a bunch of your blood and bodily fluids while you were sleeping hope you don't mind. Gonna run some experiments on them.

And those experiments showed that my blood and -- other stuff made a good weapon against the monsters that were crawling all over our world. So they kept making me eat these bugs that replenished blood, and then would steal more of it. Didn't really ask if I wanted to, just did it in my sleep. It was enough to say fuck you, fuck the planet, I'm out. Just go back to my old life. But I didn't.

And you didn't destroy the universe. We're all about the choices we make, right?"

[iseegoblins]

"Gotta love scientists, right?" she frowned and rubbed the back of her neck. "I'm sorry you went through that. I had some similar experiences with the government and some cults and the government again. It sucks to know that some people just see you as a weapon. Or something to be used." Seemed like her entire life had ended up that way and it sucked to know it happened to other people in other worlds. Wasn't exactly surprising though, which was just depressing.

"Yeah...that was kind of the theme of my life: choices. I was chosen by this...god entity thing when I was young. I think it had something to do with my dual telepathy and telekinesis making me some sort of perfect choice. I used to have visions of this fiery bird telling me to accept her gift. Everyone just thought I was nuts though, locked me up and convinced me I was crazy." She shrugged. "Turns out I wasn't crazy. The Phoenix was super real and way more than anyone thought. When I accepted it's offer to save my world we merged, so now we're both. There isn't a difference anymore and...it's weird. It feels weird."

[greatdeliverer]

"So you're both you, and the Phoenix? That must be overwhelming." To say the very least. And to hear the way she was treated when she tried to tell people -- Sam shakes his head, disgusted. He was treated as both a freak and a miracle cure after they found out what his blood could do to BTs, but at least they never locked him up.

"I'm sorry you had to go through all that. I hope it gets easier for you. Being the Phoenix."

[iseegoblins]

"Yeah, I know how crazy that probably sounds but that's...pretty much how it is." Crazy. Funny how that word seemed to appear over and over again. She hadn't been crazy though, not in the slightest but she still couldn't shake the feelings behind it. Or the worry that someone else would hear her and immediately think she just sounded like a nutcase.

She shook her head. "Don't be sorry. It worked out for the best in the end. I saved my friends. My world even. It's just...complicated now. Weird." Empty.

[greatdeliverer]

"I don't think it sounds crazy at all. But maybe that's because I've seen some crazy things, in the last few months." His sister had been with her soul split from her body and lived her life in two different dimensions at once. Not much feels crazy to him, not after Amelie's confession.

"It sounds complicated. But at least you were able to save everyone."

[iseegoblins]

There was a bit of sadness behind the smile she gave him and then she shrugged. "Thanks. That's actually uh, it's really nice to hear someone say that. One of the things about being a telepath is you always know everything and..." her shoulders slumped just a bit. "Actually I probably wouldn't have even needed to be a telepath to know that all my friends are pretty much torn between thinking I'm nuts and being terrified of me." Even Scott. Which definitely sucked more than she'd really realized.

"No more complicated than your stuff sounds. Yours may be more complicated actually," she said with another little smile. "Maybe that means his place will be easier for us? We're already used to crazy situations that are complicated."

[greatdeliverer]

"This place has already been a lot better -- a lot easier than home. If you can even call it home. It's easier than where I'm from, we'll say that. It's safer, so far. Lou already has half a dozen people who want to help take care of her.

I'm not alone, here. It's... good. It's good."